后来才发现，非常舍不得。
结束的快乐，也只不过是短暂的。
IT'S OVER!I.SURVIVED. *heaves a sigh of relief*
These 3 weeks passed surprisingly fast. After all, half the papers were cleared after the first week already. haha
so, yeah.
Shall not talk about it because it only spoils the post-O-level mood.
Now, I just need to get my grad nite dress ASAP.
Finding a dress is even more tiring than studying. zomg.
Holiday activities fully packed.
Need to sleep early tonight to walk up early for the 10km walk at Henderson with regina wendy and yuling!
Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 感觉有点空虚
Friday, November 6, 2009 @ who's actually mad and who's actually sane?
You know this period of time when it's nearing the end of the exams (HMT and P1 for both chem and phy left) yet it seems sooooooooo freaking far away because the last paper is the end of next week (everything really spaced out 'cept phy and HMT) and it makes you want to just relax and slack and go watch some sob-worthy korean dramas already. It's the worst, worst, WORST part of all exams. I feel more tormented then when the O levels started. (can't beat the breakdown that happened an hour before phy p2 though.)
Thursday, November 5, 2009 @ It's just PMS
I slept a total of 12 hours last night (7PM to 7AM). <- this, is bliss.
If Cambridge didn't give me a day's break before literature, I would probably have died from a lack of sleep. (7hours in 3 days just to cram SS, e.hist and physics. and yes, I know, it's all my own fault that I did not start studying earlier.)
So, here's a confession to make.
I LOVE YOU, CAMBRIDGE! DESPITE THE FACT THAT YOU SET WEIRD ENGLISH LETTER WRITING QUESTIONS AND FUNNY MATH QUESTIONS I COULDN'T DO!
Physics was alright. But I have a really bad feeling about it.
Having failed physics since my secondary 2 days only made me feel worse.
This o level physics paper will either be the first time I'll pass Physics, or the last time I fail it.
Am going to go get ready now and head out to revise literature.
I think SS was a little skewed. So I really really need that A1 for literature no matter how far away it seemed from my prelim results (B4 ._.).
I need to go into the exam hall with a clear mind, not panic, and analyse the freaking unseen text coherently and STOP! having that one linear thing that Mr Cheng hates.
If Cambridge didn't give me a day's break before literature, I would probably have died from a lack of sleep. (7hours in 3 days just to cram SS, e.hist and physics. and yes, I know, it's all my own fault that I did not start studying earlier.)
So, here's a confession to make.
I LOVE YOU, CAMBRIDGE! DESPITE THE FACT THAT YOU SET WEIRD ENGLISH LETTER WRITING QUESTIONS AND FUNNY MATH QUESTIONS I COULDN'T DO!
Physics was alright. But I have a really bad feeling about it.
Having failed physics since my secondary 2 days only made me feel worse.
This o level physics paper will either be the first time I'll pass Physics, or the last time I fail it.
Am going to go get ready now and head out to revise literature.
I think SS was a little skewed. So I really really need that A1 for literature no matter how far away it seemed from my prelim results (B4 ._.).
I need to go into the exam hall with a clear mind, not panic, and analyse the freaking unseen text coherently and STOP! having that one linear thing that Mr Cheng hates.
Friday, October 30, 2009 @ I'm back! (just for a while)
Only because Sharon broke the pact first and went online to read mangas -.-
so,
"You'll realise that O levels is chicken feet and you would think you shouldn't have studied so hard after taking it" - seniors and random people I've come across.
why do I not feel this way??
The only feeling I have now is of nervousness towards the upcoming Social Studies and Chemistry that will be kick-starting the next week.
Oh and of dread of the release of the results which would be due next year in January BEFORE chinese new year of which I would not be going for any family visiting should I not do better than fellow O level-taking relatives this year because I would be hiding with my shamed result slip in my father's comfort taxi car boot refusing to come out. (actually, I would just hide at my grandma's house and dwell in self-hatred, stuff myself silly and re-read magazines that I would have read on the eve/watch boring CNY celebration shows that are almost the same every year.)
sigh.
QQ sweets make really good stress balls. I really do make it a point to squeeze it 2 times before eating it now. ahahahahahahaha.
and no, it is not for the ultimate QQ experience
so,
"You'll realise that O levels is chicken feet and you would think you shouldn't have studied so hard after taking it" - seniors and random people I've come across.
why do I not feel this way??
The only feeling I have now is of nervousness towards the upcoming Social Studies and Chemistry that will be kick-starting the next week.
Oh and of dread of the release of the results which would be due next year in January BEFORE chinese new year of which I would not be going for any family visiting should I not do better than fellow O level-taking relatives this year because I would be hiding with my shamed result slip in my father's comfort taxi car boot refusing to come out. (actually, I would just hide at my grandma's house and dwell in self-hatred, stuff myself silly and re-read magazines that I would have read on the eve/watch boring CNY celebration shows that are almost the same every year.)
sigh.
QQ sweets make really good stress balls. I really do make it a point to squeeze it 2 times before eating it now. ahahahahahahaha.
and no, it is not for the ultimate QQ experience
Thursday, September 10, 2009 @ i missed the 090909090909 thing.
by that I actually meant the 09/09/09 09hrs 09mins 09secs thing.
haha! but it's okay!
there's always the 101010101010 one next year!
well, yesterday, I found out that community centres in sengkang do not have the study rooms and the nearest one is at Elias CC (at pasir ris)
Anchorvale CC and sengkang CC build until so pretty so big then no study room. WHY!!
I'm getting sick of eating library food and macs everyday. eat till I feel like vomiting.
so much so I resort to eating maggi mee at home first or getting food from 7-11 (which isn't exactly all that tasty)
Plus it's really unhealthy T_T need more veggies.
My ear is infected for the i-don't-know-how-manyth times already.
But it's the worst so far!
Feels like my ear will drop off some day.
Got a healing cut at the back of my ear, some scabby stuff under my ear lobe which felt like it was tearing off and an ear hole which gets worse with the use of ear rings/studs.
Alcohol not working and only leaves me cringing and jumping in front of the mirror with every application.
It's SS time. Realised how I've been neglecting my other subjects so much just to practice math.
7 PARTS OUT OF AROUND 20 STRIKED OUT FROM AMATH TYS AT LAST.
(suddenly this seems very little.)
trigonometry still sucks (pocky). hate you! hate you! I.WILL.CONQUER.YOU.ONE.DAY.
Just wait, I tell you, trigonometry, just wait.
haha! but it's okay!
there's always the 101010101010 one next year!
well, yesterday, I found out that community centres in sengkang do not have the study rooms and the nearest one is at Elias CC (at pasir ris)
Anchorvale CC and sengkang CC build until so pretty so big then no study room. WHY!!
I'm getting sick of eating library food and macs everyday. eat till I feel like vomiting.
so much so I resort to eating maggi mee at home first or getting food from 7-11 (which isn't exactly all that tasty)
Plus it's really unhealthy T_T need more veggies.
My ear is infected for the i-don't-know-how-manyth times already.
But it's the worst so far!
Feels like my ear will drop off some day.
Got a healing cut at the back of my ear, some scabby stuff under my ear lobe which felt like it was tearing off and an ear hole which gets worse with the use of ear rings/studs.
Alcohol not working and only leaves me cringing and jumping in front of the mirror with every application.
It's SS time. Realised how I've been neglecting my other subjects so much just to practice math.
7 PARTS OUT OF AROUND 20 STRIKED OUT FROM AMATH TYS AT LAST.
(suddenly this seems very little.)
trigonometry still sucks (pocky). hate you! hate you! I.WILL.CONQUER.YOU.ONE.DAY.
Just wait, I tell you, trigonometry, just wait.
Saturday, September 5, 2009 @ I like math.
no, really. Math is suddenly much much more appealing than chemistry and phyiscs right now.
Don't ask me why!
Well, Liya and I have been going to Bishan library for the past 2 days to study and to observe the morning 1000 rush into the library!
0955
Me: eh liya.. everyone standing outside the door already leh (starts inching away -i don't know why i did that- from the crowd)
1000
Library door opens
Me: Whoa! That guy walking faster and faster leh! It's turning into a brisk walk and jog! *starts giggling
1001
Walking up steps to 3rd level
Me: Eh liya, I think we're losing out badly.
both of us break down into laughters.
1002
Me: eh, got table leh!!
Did not lose out after all!
*both of us brimming with triumph from our battle for a table
ok, the dialogues are just me cause I don't remember what liya said. but well, people like us would most definitely lose out to the super hiong people on the weekends and have to walk out of the library heads hung down. But when all else fails, there's always cafe galilee to turn too! 8D
speaking of cafe galilee, I think the people there are just out to scam people's money.
I can make galilee special at home okay! And it would hardly cost $7 (or $4.90 like the student price)
Though their roastery chicken leg is yum!
ok la, ok la, I'm really going to remove the keyboard and study already.
Don't ask me why!
Well, Liya and I have been going to Bishan library for the past 2 days to study and to observe the morning 1000 rush into the library!
0955
Me: eh liya.. everyone standing outside the door already leh (starts inching away -i don't know why i did that- from the crowd)
1000
Library door opens
Me: Whoa! That guy walking faster and faster leh! It's turning into a brisk walk and jog! *starts giggling
1001
Walking up steps to 3rd level
Me: Eh liya, I think we're losing out badly.
both of us break down into laughters.
1002
Me: eh, got table leh!!
Did not lose out after all!
*both of us brimming with triumph from our battle for a table
ok, the dialogues are just me cause I don't remember what liya said. but well, people like us would most definitely lose out to the super hiong people on the weekends and have to walk out of the library heads hung down. But when all else fails, there's always cafe galilee to turn too! 8D
speaking of cafe galilee, I think the people there are just out to scam people's money.
I can make galilee special at home okay! And it would hardly cost $7 (or $4.90 like the student price)
Though their roastery chicken leg is yum!
ok la, ok la, I'm really going to remove the keyboard and study already.
Thursday, September 3, 2009 @ obessed like a little girl with barbie
So on monday, we had teacher's day celebrations.
Performance was meh.
But the teachers skit was funny. Very.
Went back to NCPS and met up with a couple of people. (ok, more than a couple, you get it!)
Mrs Chua and Guo Lao Shi look really really tired after 4 years!
And people says being a teacher is an easy job.
(I say not!)
Anyhoos,
This is the first time so many people turned up at NCPS during teacher's day since we left!
It's great to see them :)
All the guys grew taller, and all the girls were of almost the same height (why huh! I think it's a curse)
Bing Yu only got lamer.
yeeeeeahhhhhhhhh.
The prelims is one more paper to over.
And this might appear strange to some but I actually went to bishan library to do chinese today. HAHA!
1 paper and I drifted off to read some detective manga.
(detective mangas are THE BEST. Just see Kindaichi. I <3 Kindaichi!)
My chem MCQ answers today had waaaaaaaaay too many Cs to be correct.
It makes me uneasy. REALLY uneasy.
My brother suggested I sell my PSP to him a few days ago.
I said okay, He asked me to quote a price.
I couldn't decide (I don't know the hang qing mah. But he says my PSP can't dl games so I should sell it to him at a cheaper price.),
So it isn't his yet.
One day, I woke up to find my PSP missing and songs deleted.
I searched through and found my PSP with games downloaded inside.
WTH. AT LEAST GIVE ME THE MONEY FIRST RIGHT! NOW I GOT DOUBLE SCAMMED.
(he has a both an itouch and psp now. I have nothing but his previous faulty freaky phone which sends me smses from no one)
