a bit confusing. Just a bit.
If everyone has a devil in them, mine must be suppressed really deep into my heart, where I'm refusing to let it see the light of the world.
Because I'm not like that.
I'm not supposed to be like that.
I'm doing a good job with it, I must say.
Sometimes I, myself, am amazed.
I envy people who show their anger/frustration, though. No need to keep everything bottled up.
It's starting to get a wee bit hard, especially when I have problems myself.
I might just explode one day. Serious.
Then again, maybe not.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010 @ and I wonder if it's all a facade.
Monday, February 8, 2010 @ I'm an SI (unit)!
Stable, steady, influencing and inspiring.
I'm hardly a DC (I AC hahahahahahaha. okay, nevermind.).
So, I'm considering joining house exco now because everyone says I look like one.
Okay, that's not the only reason, but that. It seems like, other than my fairly loud voice, overly friendly looks and personality (heh), I like got nothing much already. Sad as it is.
I don't look the sporty type. And I've to admit I've been becoming too lazed to go for the sports trials already. The interest is fizzling out and I'm thinking of just going for the next touch rugby training and that's it. Floorball seems a little to expensive (being SIG and all) to join (I'm poor and I can't help it) and the very next choice I have is, House exco.
If I look like one and I'm pretty much good at it (I hope), I should just go for it, huh.
So next, Bernice, is to fill up the form and STOP procrastinating before it's too late, like in sec 1 when you decided you couldn't really be bothered to finish the SL nomination form.
(or should I go for guitar/piano ensemble/photog??)
And and today, I finally met 1038. With the number of pupils in class totaling up to 22, but only 2 guys there.
We all seem like nice people :)
I can't wait to get my timetable and I'm hoping that I won't be having Lit whilst the others have their breaks and they won't be having lessons while I have my break.
ok, at least I'm not the only person taking Lit in there.
Be thankful, be thankful.
So Bernice yah, don't slack, don't repeat the sec 3/4 cycle.
You know you want to do well.
I'm hardly a DC (I AC hahahahahahaha. okay, nevermind.).
So, I'm considering joining house exco now because everyone says I look like one.
Okay, that's not the only reason, but that. It seems like, other than my fairly loud voice, overly friendly looks and personality (heh), I like got nothing much already. Sad as it is.
I don't look the sporty type. And I've to admit I've been becoming too lazed to go for the sports trials already. The interest is fizzling out and I'm thinking of just going for the next touch rugby training and that's it. Floorball seems a little to expensive (being SIG and all) to join (I'm poor and I can't help it) and the very next choice I have is, House exco.
If I look like one and I'm pretty much good at it (I hope), I should just go for it, huh.
So next, Bernice, is to fill up the form and STOP procrastinating before it's too late, like in sec 1 when you decided you couldn't really be bothered to finish the SL nomination form.
(or should I go for guitar/piano ensemble/photog??)
And and today, I finally met 1038. With the number of pupils in class totaling up to 22, but only 2 guys there.
We all seem like nice people :)
I can't wait to get my timetable and I'm hoping that I won't be having Lit whilst the others have their breaks and they won't be having lessons while I have my break.
ok, at least I'm not the only person taking Lit in there.
Be thankful, be thankful.
So Bernice yah, don't slack, don't repeat the sec 3/4 cycle.
You know you want to do well.
Thursday, February 4, 2010 @ UP! Beyond Limits.
I would think Nanyang JC has one of the shortest orientation amongst all the other JCs. But at least it was short and good. Though much fun came from DISCO NIGHT hee hee.
Jumping around like a crazy boii (to songs that scream : GASPER'S FAVOURITE!!) without having to care about the image you portray (because about everyone else is doing the same) is mad fun. Having the songs continually playing in your head (tell me, tell me, lalalalala, tell me~~!, GA GA OOO LALA, ROMA ROMA MA, want your bad romance~~ etc) is the aftermath that you can't relly hate lah.
Haven't had such good fun in a long long long long time.
Thank you Conner 6, Charmaine, Derrick and Dunya (OGLs) for all the fun we've had ;)
And the other XMS people whom we all only got closer to after getting into NYJC together. hahaha. (some of which I didn't even really talk to for 2 years before we all got into the same JC)
Somehow, I think we'll all just drift away from one another again, with us all being in different classes and all.
AM I SERIOUSLY THE ONLY PERSON TAKING ELIT, HIST, ECONS AND MATH (4H2)?!?!?!
am still praying to get nice people in 1038. please please please!
Jumping around like a crazy boii (to songs that scream : GASPER'S FAVOURITE!!) without having to care about the image you portray (because about everyone else is doing the same) is mad fun. Having the songs continually playing in your head (tell me, tell me, lalalalala, tell me~~!, GA GA OOO LALA, ROMA ROMA MA, want your bad romance~~ etc) is the aftermath that you can't relly hate lah.
Haven't had such good fun in a long long long long time.
Thank you Conner 6, Charmaine, Derrick and Dunya (OGLs) for all the fun we've had ;)
And the other XMS people whom we all only got closer to after getting into NYJC together. hahaha. (some of which I didn't even really talk to for 2 years before we all got into the same JC)
Somehow, I think we'll all just drift away from one another again, with us all being in different classes and all.
AM I SERIOUSLY THE ONLY PERSON TAKING ELIT, HIST, ECONS AND MATH (4H2)?!?!?!
am still praying to get nice people in 1038. please please please!
Wednesday, February 3, 2010 @ Let's see who can spot the difference in my blog!
As above.
Updating about AWESOME ORIENTATION REALLYYYYYY SOOOOOOOOOOOON.
Now, I need to get some rest from the over-zealous enthusiasm earlier because school starts again tomorrow!
Goodnight all.
To those whose orientation has not yet ended, HAVE GREAT FUN!!
Updating about AWESOME ORIENTATION REALLYYYYYY SOOOOOOOOOOOON.
Now, I need to get some rest from the over-zealous enthusiasm earlier because school starts again tomorrow!
Goodnight all.
To those whose orientation has not yet ended, HAVE GREAT FUN!!
Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ Relac in a conner ahhhhhhh.
Past events's photos first...:
Party in the AMK!
V.Chia's props!
Jasmine and her 4 handsome 'butlers' LOL
Attempting the 海派甜心 thing!
another 海派甜心 imitation. Okay, I know, 何言风 don't actually do that pose.
Beijing outing (without the guys)!
And then back to the NYJC topic.
I'm jealous of the people who're in their JCs and love being there (Esp. those VJC people. My dream JC sigh sigh sigh) I just feel neutral about being in NYJC and this irks me quite a bit. Though I do feel defensive when people (relatives..?) give the weird eye (or maybe I'm reading too much into it) about my JC choice. 11 points really is just unfantastic. So is NYJC. But it'll get better! I'm hoping.
My OG - conner 6 is gooooooooooood! Ignoring day 1's awkwardness, day 2 was really fun! Made quite some new friends (majority sci students, who will not be my classmates, most definitely.), but don't seem to click really well. Conversations always dies after a while, but at least we're all pretty comfortable with each other now.
The NYJC website states that my subject combi is still subject to changes. But if all goes well, I'll be taking 4H2 - E.Lit, Hist, Econs and Maths. Which, according to ningqian, is the most suicidal combination. I'm dead. (whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...t?!) No lah, I'll study hard and own, okay. Even with bad lecturers and all. Plus, I have a lot of people to (help me) study with now! That is, if they all keep their promise to help me lah.
I can't wait to start lessons and find out who're the people in my class and start mugging and show my parents I'm hardworking and all. They keep worrying I'll just play and screw up my life which I WON'T.
I don't know why but it feels like my mum's rather sour about my results compared to other people. Keeps telling my about her colleague's daughter, my cousins, random people studying in KFC on Sundays, being too slack with me and stuff.
Can't really formulate a proper post that sounds interesting right now (recently). sian. I'm losing my touch.
Must be the lack of sleep z.z (from staying up to watch autumn's concerto till 5.30am just to go for a jog because I know I would never wake up so early on sundays just to run)
Party in the AMK!
V.Chia's props!
Jasmine and her 4 handsome 'butlers' LOL
Attempting the 海派甜心 thing!
another 海派甜心 imitation. Okay, I know, 何言风 don't actually do that pose.
Beijing outing (without the guys)!
And then back to the NYJC topic.
I'm jealous of the people who're in their JCs and love being there (Esp. those VJC people. My dream JC sigh sigh sigh) I just feel neutral about being in NYJC and this irks me quite a bit. Though I do feel defensive when people (relatives..?) give the weird eye (or maybe I'm reading too much into it) about my JC choice. 11 points really is just unfantastic. So is NYJC. But it'll get better! I'm hoping.
My OG - conner 6 is gooooooooooood! Ignoring day 1's awkwardness, day 2 was really fun! Made quite some new friends (majority sci students, who will not be my classmates, most definitely.), but don't seem to click really well. Conversations always dies after a while, but at least we're all pretty comfortable with each other now.
The NYJC website states that my subject combi is still subject to changes. But if all goes well, I'll be taking 4H2 - E.Lit, Hist, Econs and Maths. Which, according to ningqian, is the most suicidal combination. I'm dead. (whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...t?!) No lah, I'll study hard and own, okay. Even with bad lecturers and all. Plus, I have a lot of people to (help me) study with now! That is, if they all keep their promise to help me lah.
I can't wait to start lessons and find out who're the people in my class and start mugging and show my parents I'm hardworking and all. They keep worrying I'll just play and screw up my life which I WON'T.
I don't know why but it feels like my mum's rather sour about my results compared to other people. Keeps telling my about her colleague's daughter, my cousins, random people studying in KFC on Sundays, being too slack with me and stuff.
Can't really formulate a proper post that sounds interesting right now (recently). sian. I'm losing my touch.
Must be the lack of sleep z.z (from staying up to watch autumn's concerto till 5.30am just to go for a jog because I know I would never wake up so early on sundays just to run)
Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ Party in the AMK
was the BBQ at mabel's yesterday. I only recalled coming up with the event title when I saw Char's FB album. Still waiting for V.Chia so that I can use the 海派甜心 (imitation) photos for my DPs!! *gets all excited*
V.Chia is a funny boy with props and all, haha!
Today, Nickhaw got all agitated over my JC choice. Then it made me wonder if I should really go appeal to TJC instead (especially since I just found out from Leling that the circle line would actually be fully opened this year, not next.). I know I've been fickle and all (and I think this has irritated many people around me whom I've asked opinions for). And after submitting the JAE form I thought it would all be over. Until today.
I've not prepared any appeal documents (what do I need anyway?), and Jiayun will probably hate me if I really decide to appeal to TJC.
Interest/environment>prestige?
The results would still be there if I worked hard enough, wouldn't it..?
V.Chia is a funny boy with props and all, haha!
Today, Nickhaw got all agitated over my JC choice. Then it made me wonder if I should really go appeal to TJC instead (especially since I just found out from Leling that the circle line would actually be fully opened this year, not next.). I know I've been fickle and all (and I think this has irritated many people around me whom I've asked opinions for). And after submitting the JAE form I thought it would all be over. Until today.
I've not prepared any appeal documents (what do I need anyway?), and Jiayun will probably hate me if I really decide to appeal to TJC.
Interest/environment>prestige?
The results would still be there if I worked hard enough, wouldn't it..?
Monday, January 25, 2010 @
despite the last line in the previous post (really long ago) about me watching cardcaptor sakura through the night,
I have yet to finish it.
It appears I am losing the chiong-an-entire-drama-series-in-a-day-or-two-even-if-it-means-forgoing-sleep (like the 皮子英雄 thing) mindset already.
And if that's the case, it seems I'll succeed in mugging more and becoming a 超mugger in the days to come. (even though I'm already losing out on the mugging compared to charmaine who's started on math already (?!?!?!?!?!?!). I'm not sure if she's serious though, but that's what she tweeted. WAH LAO I'M LOSING OUT ALREADY LAH.)
ohohoh! 403 BBQ today was really good.
chucky chucky + nail polish party + cards + good food (The chicken, prawns, stingray and sotong!) + THE GREATEST PEOPLE AROUND + lots of screaming and captain's ball (which I did not play due to my really bad cough which does not seem to be recovering because I simply refuse to take any cough medicine.) = one of the fun(nest) 403 BBQs!
♥ 403
I have yet to finish it.
It appears I am losing the chiong-an-entire-drama-series-in-a-day-or-two-even-if-it-means-forgoing-sleep (like the 皮子英雄 thing) mindset already.
And if that's the case, it seems I'll succeed in mugging more and becoming a 超mugger in the days to come. (even though I'm already losing out on the mugging compared to charmaine who's started on math already (?!?!?!?!?!?!). I'm not sure if she's serious though, but that's what she tweeted. WAH LAO I'M LOSING OUT ALREADY LAH.)
ohohoh! 403 BBQ today was really good.
chucky chucky + nail polish party + cards + good food (The chicken, prawns, stingray and sotong!) + THE GREATEST PEOPLE AROUND + lots of screaming and captain's ball (which I did not play due to my really bad cough which does not seem to be recovering because I simply refuse to take any cough medicine.) = one of the fun(nest) 403 BBQs!
♥ 403
